Better in all ..

last night i had a nice dream..

i'm wondered is it possible happen in my real life..

i hope so..

hahaha....

my heart terribly dup dap dup dap as i'm awake..

happy..

aku tahu dia pom rindu aku actually..

but why i'm put myself far from him is i thought my self is not as nice as him..

i know who am i..

not suit enough forhim

now..

aku dalam proses nak ubah diri aku..

Dekatkan diri dengan Allah..

kerana kawan aku kater leleki baik untuk pempuan baik..

So that,aku kner jadi yang terbaik..

Baik,solehah..

aku perlukan masa..

masa..masa...masa yang akan tentukan segalanya..

Aku dah terlalu lama hanyut actually..

leka n hidup..

aku xder pegangan yang kuat...

life like without axis

Mira Mumtaz... 

wanna be a better person..

wanna be a better muslimah..

wanna be a better daughter to my parent..

wanna be a better sister to my siblings.

wanna be a better friends  

sweetness in pain

for the second time...

i'm have to go to Hospital Serdang ..

Just to check on my real disease..

i already suffer this kind of pain 4 2 years..

My father told me to refer to the specialist,but i refuse..

Then..

Today morning,when i,m back from toilet..

my stomach,kidney and back was totally in pain..

That is 1st time in my life i cant even stand and walk..

My face look so pale..my hand shiver..

Thanks Allah,

my senior tegur time aku tgah mengengsot di kaki lima,

Then balik blik aku meraung kalimah Allah sekuat hati...sakittttttttt

Call my mom,kesian kat ma..maaf ma wat ma takut n gelisah..

ini ayat dr ibu ku tersayang

"Kak jago diri.gi hospital.Ya Allah,ma nok wat gano.Ma jauh kak."

time tu suara ma aku dah lain.sebak..

Ya Allah..sorry make my mother so worried.same as my father,call me all the time..

Thanks also to kawan2 aku..

YIN.INA,LIN,SAIDAH,IELA,MADI,AMALINA,AIN,KAK ZUHA

yang bertungkus lumus uruskan aku maser aku sakit..

sabar dengan aku..

Thanks friend..

Luckly to be ur friend..

THANKS ALL..THANKS YIN N KAK ZUHA bawak aku g hospital..